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With a final kiss
and the unforgiving thrust
I sealed my love's fate
I stood and watched
while he cried in pain
I cried too.
but it was in sadness
I cried for all the time I wasted
I cried for his sins
I cried for all of my love to him
But I didn't cry for forgiveness
That was something
that couldn't be given.
No matter how much I begged
After he left I turned my back
and left whatever was left there
I could never return
because I know
that if I did and he was there
back
I would break down and
all this courage would be
for nothing.